Little Glitter of happiness.
Humanly speaking we've been in a state or position where fear surrounds us just because you're elevated or an opportunity comes with ease or spotlight was fixed on you? Your breathing becomes feeble, you feel like you are at the edge of a cliff with a huge storm coming your way and your mind travels through space and time of what could go wrong the moment you embrace the little glitter of happiness.
This stage is a terrifying phase for someone to be at. It is very concerning when you can't even celebrate luck because you think what could go the next minute might go south. Or have you been in a phase where you've followed the rules all your life, and you are just at that point of giving up because it feels like nothing is working for you?
You know that sense of total emptiness you feel after doing something good over and over again because you thought there should be an accompanied rewards to be recieved for the task, not something massive or mind-blowing. Maybe something like- having what you are working on brings reward, an answer to something you've been hoping for or expecting for a long time.
Today, I almost had a breakdown the moment I woke up. Surprisingly, I saw a sentence that just blew me off from that daze. It tallied with exactly what I was experiencing, like it read my mind. I found it fascinating, and I couldn't help the smile that grazed my lip thereafter.
Sometimes, when we are faced with moments like these, all we need is a reminder. A soft word, a statement, or a call from someone to remind us of the victories we've had. Even a change in weather could bring a whole bunch of change to our lives.
... and if you are spot on or ever in a situation where you are afraid to embrace a glimpse of happiness in your life, just meditate and let the smile in. Don't force stop yourself from experiencing such beauty because when the negativity comes, whether you like it or not, you'll experience it. You'll feel it and maybe even embrace it.
That's why you must not chase away the beauty that presents itself to you. Don't let your dark thoughts overshadow the ray of happiness that you clearly deserve. You not embracing that happiness wouldn't stop bad things from happening. Life happens, and there are those parts of it we can't stop from happening to us.
Clear your head. Scream out loud, cry if it'll help, bounce back and forth if that's your style. Do whatever it is you can so that when that happiness comes - when it comes, you'll kiss with so much charm that it'd take it breath away. Don't shy away from the things that make you happy because they are part of your existence.
I was planning on creating a turn on playlist that would activate my happy mood frequently. Set some playlist with country music and some RnB if possible so my ears would be twitching while I experience a fun filled day!.
Peace out
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