I'm so sorry!! * tears* - I could have written this post. Said goodbye to our Flow 1 month ago - she was 14 & a half too. I still haven't cleaned her slobber off the window. The carpet needs to be vacuumed less now as there's no fur - and it absolutely SUCKS!! You're right about it being worse than losing a person. I'm not sure why! It just hurts different right? Jovi is so beautiful! Flow got to taste sweet sweet chocolate also & that is a little comfort. Big loves from our Flow to your Jovi - hope they're having a blast up there!