I've heard a lot of saying that if you're cutting your hair short that means you've been in a break up or moving on, or simply just bored. But in my stand, It's different.
Been through some things, If others were to say it— It's normal, all of the teenagers does feel like that... But do they?
I feel like I'm losing all of my colors, I found comfort in the darkness— quietly been in solitude distancing myself to the people I used to find comfort. It begins to hit like waves in the ocean when the tides are high, or even when it's in storm.
No, I'm not here to seek help or to seek people who only find me pity. I'm here myself to express freely because I know there's no one in here who knows me personally, and that's the thing— Why do I found comfort in this? opening up into some sort of site where no one knows me and they used to tell us not to talk to strangers, But they're the one ruining us... It didn't make sense to me.
I decided to cut my long hair short... No I didn't regret it, It made me feel relief. It's like I'm finally letting go of the thorns when I was hugging a cactus, I thank God for it— for finding me a way back to him when I'm at my lowest and worst situation.
May this grey season of mine be gone and may the colors burst again, or may it rain
