Memories are meant to be re-lived in our minds at times but one will never want to remember a bad experience/memory especially the ones that hurt
I pray you find the healing that you are looking for and also an acknowledgement from your parents because the most hurtful feelings one can never forget is been neglected by your parents
Thank you for sharing this with us here and I pray you truly feel and get the peace and healing you deserve
RE: Part of me still needs healing...