When you realize that you have experienced a problematic situation many times, you can't help but ask yourself, “Why me?” or “Why does this always happen to me?” Because you tend to associate, by pure and simple logic, that what is happening must depend on some pattern of behavior on your part that causes it to repeat itself like a loop.
Analyzing the problem
This seems to be happening to me on so many levels of life that I can't choose just one to specify. I don't feel like I'm making any progress, I feel sad, melancholic, and sometimes disoriented. I wonder if it happens to everyone or just to me, and when I look at my surroundings, I realize that it's not just me; it happens to many others too, but obviously not to everyone.
I realize that it's a problem that must have a cause intrinsically related to something I'm doing wrong. Maybe I'm depressed and haven't realized it? Or maybe I'm mismanaging my personal affairs.
Or maybe I just need to stop giving these issues so much importance and focus on distracting myself.
Discovering what causes situations to repeat themselves
I still believe, scientifically speaking, that a series of causes must be causing the effect of repetitive cycles that repeat themselves like a loop. I can't help thinking that I have the power to change it and that I just have to discover what causes them in a specific way.
Maybe I should go to a psychologist or psychiatrist.... Hmmm, maybe... Or maybe I should go to a general practitioner. I'm not feeling very well health-wise either. Because I've also been having a lot of headaches lately. That's definitely not normal, and it could have thousands of causes.
This year I haven't had enough money to go to the doctor even once, so I can't stress about it. But the exhaustion that all this causes me puts me in a bad mood sometimes.
Keep your chin up and maintain a winning attitude
All I can do is stay positive, keep my chin up, and not let difficulties get me down. It's not that the good or bad in the world depends on my mood and attitude, but my attitude and mood help me see life in a way that I can handle better.
I'm not perfect, and the loops may never stop, or maybe they will, who knows. But I must choose to be more flexible in my attitude toward life. What I can't control, perhaps I don't need to control. And life seems uncontrollable no matter how hard we try, so we just have to live it. Think about it.
