It’s interesting how you describe that moment of suddenly “seeing things clearly” - I’ve had a similar phase where patterns started making more sense, especially emotionally. For me, part of that clarity actually came from exploring different tools and perspectives. I remember stumbling on this Reddit thread about Nebula astrology https://www.reddit.com/r/spirituality/comments/1ojwiwv/anyone_tried_nebula_astrology_to_check/ and trying it out of curiosity. Surprisingly, it helped me reflect on some personal cycles in a more structured way. Not saying it’s the answer to everything, but it added an extra layer to my self-awareness journey.