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Human life is composed of many struggles, problems, disappointments and obstacles. We are made to experience that, for that is the essence of being a human.
I once read a book about Selah which means resting. By reading that book I realized that every pain corresponds to joy and peace. That our pain and sufferings has a purpose and It was never meant to distruct us but instead It was meant to build us more stronger.
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I have experience many disappointments in my life. Betrayal by my closest friends and traumatic experiences that lead me to face my own distructions. Depression isn't an easy journey, you wake up finding no meaning in life and just no hope to continue. Nothing hurts more than waking up without having motivations to continue in life.
Yet in this journey I found the art of healing, moving forward from the past that hurted me so bad. It wasn't easy, it never was. As my journey continues I learned to love myself of who I am. I found my purpose. I realized that maybe I was hurt because I lack of giving attention to myself.
There's this book called "Puso Notebook" it was composed by many advices about life. Theres this portion of the book titled "It hurts you know" it was said there that the only way to heal from the pain is to accept the fact that you are really hurt and mourn from that hurt. It hit me hard. I realized that maybe the reason why I'm still not healed it's because I haven't mourned for that pain, instead I'm constantly ignoring the pain and gaslighting myself that I'm not really hurt. By realizing that fact it made me cry, I tried mourning for that pain and believe me it did healed a part of me
It didn't instantly healed me but it healed a part of me.
Healing is still a long journey and we will discover it by ourselves.
Friends, in my journey I learned that Acceptance is a big part of our Healing Journey, as it was never easy yet step by step we will heal. Trust me you will heal. Though it might take a long time but you will heal.
Before I end this blog I want to leave this to you
"Healing is a long process, it's never an easy process but in that process you will learn many lessons. It might be a tough journey, it will be worth in the end. Though it's long and painful trust me You will heal. Every pain and strugles we experience has a reason. Who might know you will be more stroger in the future. Someday you will be amazed that your through it already. So don't give up and continue your journey. "