Sorry for the long delay, I really appreciate your response! I’ve typed several responses but every time I try, this answer that should be so simple seems to escape words.

I’ve pretty much always felt the same way but I think maybe I’m starting to feel like what we’re accepting as normal and peaceful are changing very quickly. I believe we create the world in our own vision though, so it’s still possible we could have a special (as in the whole species, not special like a birthday party with shiny hats and gift bags lol) quantum leap to a higher vibration, or it could be the forces of darkness will make a tremendous gain in power and finally reveal themselves?

I guess I think something’s coming, and what I grew up knowing as normal and peaceful are already so far distant anything now does feel a bit like settling. Also I’m very tired all the time lately. Also it would be cool to be there for the rapture I think. Scary? Yes of course, but how amazing to be there when the creator of all things shows up to clean house!

…well, even this feels like a terrible answer and I want to delete it all and start over, but at some point you’ve just got to do your best and answer the damn question hahaha!

Thanks again for your comment, I really appreciate you checking it out and saying something!