FuenteUna noche me encontraba en la tranquilidad de la sala de casa saboreando un delicioso café cuando de repente una amiga me llama para invitarme a pasear que iríamos nosotras, su hermana y dos amigos de ella; accedí para así salir de la rutina. Me arreglé y fuí para casa de mi amiga y allí esperamos que fueran a buscarnos. Pasado un rato avisaron que saliéramos que ya estaban llegando, el chico que venía manejando y yo tuvimos una conexión de miradas inmediata; aseguro que es la primera vez que hago un clic tan fuerte y rápido con alguien sin embargo no creo que vaya a pasar de allí.
Salimos a recorrer la ciudad y entre risas, anécdotas me sentía cada vez más identificada y comoda charlando con él, eso no me sucede con cualquiera. Mis amigas se sentían sorprendidas al ver la fluidez que se generó entre nosotros sobre todo por mí porque soy una persona muy callada.
Transcurrieron los días y pensé que no sabría más de él a pesar que hubo una conexión. A los días una de mis amigas me dice que el chico quedó encantado conmigo; yo solo me reí. Un viernes por la noche coincidimos en casa de mi amiga, está vez en la plática se sentía algo de timidez creo que debido al gusto que sabíamos que existía entre los dos. Hoy si intercambiamos números con la intención de conocernos mejor, se nos hizo costumbre hablar a diario, tener llamadas de más de una hora; como par de adolescentes enamorándose entre picardía y timidez.
Después de varios años volví a sentir esa emoción de recibir un mensaje, una llamada, un detalle inesperado en un día cualquiera; sentir que mi corazón se aceleraba a tal punto de creer que se saldría de mi cuerpo cuando lo iba a ver. Pasaban los días y no lograba conseguir lugar más seguro que sus brazos, cuando estábamos lejos solo cerraba mis ojos y juro que sentía que lo tocaba, percibía su olor, con eso mi ansiedad por verlo se calmaba.
FuentePoder mostrarme tal cual soy sin temor a ser juzgada, que conociera mis mounstros internos y que no huyera sino que los abrazara consiguiendo que ellos lo amaran a tal punto de no querer estar lejos nunca más de ese ser que solo podía causarles calma con tan solo una mirada. Que difícil es coincidir con alguien con que puedas complementar toda tu locura, en un mundo donde estamos acelerados a diario, en dónde a veces ni nosotros mismos podemos calmarnos; tener esa suerte de conectar el alma con un alma que solo te puede causar paz, aún no conozco mayor privilegio que ese.
Estoy convencida que lo más bonito de nuestras vidas es eso que llega sin buscarlo, sin esperarlo, dónde todo fluye de una manera que nadie puede entenderlo. No sé si las almas gemelas existan pero sé que hay personas que se cruzan en nuestro camino con el único propósito de dar magia, de jugar a nuestro favor sin necesidad de explicar tanto; eso eres tú en mí, un alma que chocó con la mía para recordarme lo bonito que es estar vivo, que me enseñó a disfrutar los momentos sabiendo que todo principio tiene su final. Siempre serás un recuerdo imborrable.
English version
I never thought that my life would change so much, I think back to that day when I met you and in my head there is not a remote possibility that those eyes would turn my reality 180°.
SourceOne night I was in the quietness of my living room sipping a delicious coffee when suddenly a friend called me to invite me to go for a walk with her sister and two of her friends; I agreed to get out of the routine. I got dressed up and went to my friend's house and there we waited for them to pick us up. After a while they told us to get out that they were already arriving, the guy who was driving and I had an immediate connection of looks; I assure you that it is the first time I make such a strong and fast click with someone, however I do not think I will go from there.
We went out to walk around the city and between laughs and anecdotes I felt more and more identified and comfortable chatting with him, that doesn't happen to me with just anyone. My friends were surprised to see the fluency that was generated between us, especially for me because I am a very quiet person.
The days went by and I thought I would never hear from him again even though there was a connection. A few days later one of my friends told me that the boy was charmed by me; I just laughed. One Friday night we met at my friend's house, this time in the conversation there was some shyness I think due to the taste that we knew existed between the two of us. Today we exchanged numbers with the intention of getting to know each other better, it became a habit to talk to each other daily, having calls for more than an hour; like a couple of teenagers falling in love between mischief and shyness.
After several years I felt again that emotion of receiving a message, a call, an unexpected detail on any given day; feeling my heart racing to the point of believing that it would leave my body when I went to see him. Days went by and I could not get a safer place than his arms, when we were far away I just closed my eyes and I swear I felt that I was touching him, I could smell his scent, with that my anxiety to see him calmed down.
SourceTo be able to show myself as I am without fear of being judged, to know my inner monsters and not run away but embrace them getting them to love him to the point of not wanting to be away from that being who could only cause calm with just a look. How difficult it is to coincide with someone with whom you can complement all your madness, in a world where we are accelerated daily, where sometimes not even we ourselves can calm down; to have that luck to connect the soul with a soul that can only cause you peace, I still don't know a greater privilege than that.
I am convinced that the most beautiful thing in our lives is that which comes without looking for it, without expecting it, where everything flows in a way that no one can understand. I don't know if soul mates exist but I know that there are people who cross our path with the sole purpose of giving magic, of playing in our favor without the need to explain so much; that is you in me, a soul that collided with mine to remind me how beautiful it is to be alive, that taught me to enjoy the moments knowing that every beginning has its end. You will always be an indelible memory.
