Hello! Very good morning, afternoon and evening to all the Hive community, I hope you have a great Wednesday. Next and continuing with my personal challenge of writing a poem a day for the next 30 days to test myself as a writer if the barriers such as light or the internet allow me, and in the final stretch on day 25, I share this new poem in this great community as it is Writing Club which is titled I do not want, I wrote this poem on Monday, is fresh out of the oven, the inspiration to write it is because of my insecurities, every time I get hurt I'm always very insecure about myself, I don't want to trust even my own shadow, before I do something I'm afraid, I always look for an excuse not to do it, whenever I try to take the initiative I always end up sad and disappointed, it's like the story of my life xD and well that's where the inspiration to write it comes from, I'm looking forward to your comments and of course you like it very much.
Español
Voy a cerrar mis ojos,
y voy a tapar bien mis oídos,
quieres decirme algo,
pero no quiero escuchar tus pretextos.
No quiero cerrar mi corazón,
nunca lo engañarás de nuevo,
y como duele mucho,
nunca sabré cómo volver a quererte.
No quiero comprender,
no quiero que vuelvas a jugar conmigo,
no voy a escribirte ni una palabra,
porque quiero comenzar de cero.
No quiero estar en la suciedad,
y no quiero escuchar chismes de personas,
no somos ni seremos desconocidos,
pero es así como lo siente mi corazón.
English
I'm going to close my eyes,
and I'm going to cover my ears tightly,
you want to tell me something,
but I don't want to listen to your pretexts.
I don't want to close my heart,
you'll never deceive it again,
and as it hurts so much,
I'll never know how to love you again.
I don't want to understand,
I don't want you to play with me again,
I won't write you a word,
because I want to start from scratch.
I don't want to be in the dirt,
and I don't want to listen to people's gossip,
we are not and will not be strangers,
but that's how my heart feels.
Romanos 7:19
I don't do the good I want to do, But the bad I don't want to do.
Romans 7:19
Thank you very much for taking part of your time to read this, I am very happy, if you like it, leave me a comment and help me to share it so it can reach more people, it doesn't cost you anything and it would help me a lot.
Translated with www.DeepL.com/Translator (free version).