Try | Trato. Poema [Eng/Esp]

I try and you try,
but our treatment is different,
yours is for not leaving,
who does not want the thing,
after all,
without too many complications,
to use a fashionable term,
you flow with life,
the most used ingredient,
that predominates in your treatment,
is your imperturbable indifference,
perhaps my treatment is different,
not better or special just different,
although its active ingredient,
is the inconstancy,
surely for not having the merits,
but I want you to know something,
Of course I try with all my soul,
from all directions,
with all my thoughts,
looking for strategies and tactics,
although none turns out,
but with my little faith I try,
Don't have the slightest doubt,
because how many lines have I written,
where you are always present,
because I have dedicated poems to you in secret,
you have to understand now or never,
even if you keep acting crazy,
and let's not agree any deal,
less a contract,
with everything and your considered contempt,
taking advantage of this moment,
in which you read me,
I will tell you that since always,
try.

Yo trato y tú tratas,
pero nuestro tratar es diferente,
el tuyo es por no dejar,
como quien no quiere la cosa,
a fin de cuenta,
sin demasiadas complicaciones,
para usar un término de moda,
fluyes con la vida,
el ingrediente más usado,
que predomina en tu tratar,
es tu imperturbable indiferencia,
mi trato quizás es distinto,
no mejor ni especial solo distinto,
aunque su ingrediente activo,
es la inconstancia,
de seguro por no tener los méritos,
mas quiero que sepas algo,
claro que trato con toda mi alma,
desde todas las direcciones,
con todo mi pensamiento,
buscando estrategias y tácticas,
aunque ninguna resulta,
pero con mi poca fe trato,
que no te quepa la menor duda,
porque cuántas líneas he escrito,
donde tú estás siempre presente,
porque te he dedicado poesías en secreto,
tienes que entender ahora o nunca,
aunque te sigas haciendo la loca,
y no acordemos ningún trato,
menos un contrato,
con todo y tú considerado desprecio,
aprovechando este instante,
en el cual me lees,
te diré que desde siempre,
trato.