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And this pain of mine haunts me,
ingrained,
as a punishment
wherever I go

Spy of my conscience
erase the trace
making me impossible
heal,

leave happiness aside,
the minutes
of glory

How bad have I been in life?
even worse,
would deserve another...

I run and hide
but nobody
escapes on their own
ghosts

Inside me something screams
the things of the soul,
desperate,
are devoured
on exit

And I, unable to hate
similar
I try to sleep
until everything happens,

until less
what a
curse,
just a bad dream
disturbed

And I get lost in the
wish to go back
and it is priceless
what I'm worth

I have lost my fear
and the doors
of the mind
they close again

I just want you to hug
this unbearable sorrow
and that your eyes
sad do not see me
fall,

Stay with me
Until i fall asleep,
I do not care,
wake up or not

who can know
why did it touch me
senseless pain
that won't let me continue?

I try to open my chest
for him to escape,
drain the grudge
that dwells in me,

but my life translates
in suffering for someone
and I don't know whether to love
equals dying

Erase the instant of bliss
that makes me
unforgivable,
not to
hurt you just by existing

just hold me until
that he is asleep,
I promise not to touch you
I promise
never go back
to suffer...

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