Escribo para drenar todo lo que llevo dentro, aquello que no puedo contar a conocidos y familiares, escribo para que esta rabia no marchite mi alma.
Viernes 04-03-2022
Ya nada es igual desde aquella discusión, ya no se expresa con cariño, no me dice: mi vida, ni mi gordita, ya no escribe mensajes, solo haces llamadas justificadas.
El día de hoy se comprometió a enseñarme un lugar que me había mencionado días atrás, al salir de mi trabajo, me paso buscando en la moto, lo abrace fuertemente y el manejaba como loco, no hablamos en todo el camino. Al llegar al lugar me dijo este es el sitio, quedamos unos segundos y luego seguimos el camino a casa.
Al llegar a casa entramos a mi cuarto, yo le entregue el dinero que me había prestado, él se quitó la chaqueta, yo no hice ni el más mínimo esfuerzo quería ver su iniciativa o interés y alcanzo a decir: "solo tengo 15 minutos", y se acostó en mi cama abrazándome.
Yo solo lo abrace, y el comenzó a besarme, sus besos ya no eran iguales, pero yo intentaba besarlo con ternura, el me tocaba la cintura, quería quitarme la ropa, me levanto de la cama me quito el pantalón y rápidamente me penetro, en 5 minutos termino, se fue al baño se limpió, yo no quede complacida pero el sí, se secó el sudor, me abrazo y me dijo estas más gorda, se puso su casco y encendió la moto.
Le pregunte: ¿me llamas al llegar? No me respondió y se marchó.
Y aun hoy domingo espero su llamada. Al revisar las redes sociales, lo veo muy feliz con su esposa tomando y celebrando mostrando los "felices que son" ante la sociedad.
I write to drain everything I have inside, what I can't tell acquaintances and relatives, I write so that this rage doesn't wither my soul.
Friday 04-03-2022
Nothing is the same since that discussion, he no longer expresses himself with affection, he doesn't tell me my life or my chubby, he no longer writes messages, you only make justified calls.
Today he promised to show me a place that he had mentioned to me days ago, when I left work, I went looking for him on the motorcycle, I hugged him tightly and he drove like crazy, we didn't talk all the way. Arriving at the place, he told me this is the place, we stayed for a few seconds and then we continued on our way home.
When we got home we went into my room, I gave him the money he had lent me, he took off his jacket, I didn't make the slightest effort, I wanted to see his initiative or interest and I managed to say: "I only have 15 minutes", and he He lay on my bed hugging me.
I just hugged him, and he started kissing me, his kisses were no longer the same, but I tried to kiss him tenderly, he touched my waist, he wanted to take off my clothes, I got up from the bed, took off my pants and quickly penetrated myself, In 5 minutes I finished, he went to the bathroom, he cleaned himself up, I was not pleased but he was, he wiped the sweat, he hugged me and told me you are fatter, he put on his helmet and started the motorcycle.
I asked him: will you call me when you arrive? He didn't answer me and left.
And even today, Sunday, I await your call. Reviewing social networks, I see him very happy with his wife drinking and celebrating, showing how "happy they are" to society.
