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She is a woman who has such a beautiful face that sometimes she comes out with a very happy expression, sometimes she looks at her with a very enthusiastic and convincing face, other times she acts as cold as ice, and sometimes she wears a mask of sadness. Actually he doesn't want to look like that, but the environment forces him to always pose like what the people around him demand. She seems to depend on the masks to be accepted by his environment.
Every day the woman has different problems, so because of that she is now a woman who doesn't know what she wants. Starting from a feeling of sadness that she has suppressed since she was a little girl, she is a woman who is very good at locking all her feelings of being hurt, oppressed, and happy in front of people who don't need it. When everyone laughed cheerfully, she was a woman who laughed freely as if there was no burden in her life. It's the same thing when she's a woman who has finished her happiness outside the home, she's a woman back to being a very sad person behind her empty space.
There are many things he wants to do without having to carry a burden in his heart. But in fact, he actually forced himself to be like what his environment wanted him to be. Often times he looks sad, she is often referred to as a person who is lebay, there are also those who call him the most hungry character for people's attention. Out there people think he is deliberately showing off all his sadness to demand mercy from those who know him. But in essence she does not want others to know every problem he is experiencing. She wants to be like people who look fine, so it becomes a demand in him to always try to look good in front of people.
What's really going on? What's wrong with what he feels and expresses. Until now she felt that this world was very cruel and so different from what he wanted to have in his life. Why does he always feel alone and feel that no one else understands what she means. Even though she request was a very simple thing, she wanted to be treated like everyone else he saw was fine.
