I know that you've always wanted to say how you feel, but you're just choosing not to because you don't want someone to mock you. You stayed quiet even though you have the urge to have a voice in the group. You have it, but you're not showing it.
Every time I see you in the corner, your eyes tell how much you wanted to be in the picture and be with the others. They were showing what you were hiding. And that's why you cannot lie and hide your feelings, at least to me.
Why were you hiding what you feel anyway? Is it just because you are afraid that someone might mock you, or is there another reason? I hope that you could realize that lying will give you nothing but sadness.
I know how it feels to hide your feelings. At least I think I still do. Whenever I can't accept what I don't like, I can't help but stay silent in defeat. It feels like you don't have the right to speak for your own. It was surely depressing.
Little by little, you won't realize that you're being used to not letting out how you feel. You're becoming like someone who knew how to numb the pain. And many will notice the change in you. Someone will always ask you what's going on with you.
Just like usual, I know you have your reasons why you're choosing to stay silent. Do you think it's a great choice? How about breaking that behavior and start to let out what you feel? I am sure that you will be glad you did.
I'm visualizing how you would react if you did so. Just now, I'm witnessing a smile on that beautiful face. And its shine is like a ray of light wanting to light up the darkest nights. One last thing, please don't forbid everybody from knowing the real you.
"Never be afraid of being sensitive or emotional. Let this be a sign that you've got a big heart and aren't afraid to let others see it. Showing your emotions is a sign of strength." - Brigitte Nicole
Why are there people who choose to hide how they feel? Do you think it's selfish to hide your feelings? Why do you think somebody is hiding how they feel?

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