Howdy All,
I should be resting today not making any post in order to get more recovery time today. However I read something that trigger my thought in #silvergoldstackers discord earlier. I read 
Me working until now still can't afford to buy a house
Well that is one of the curse, not a stereotype anymore, for Asian people. If we are unable to buy our own house, we will be unfairly judged and labeled... As a useless pleb.
Time has changed everything and I believe getting a house is not like what people thought in the past. I could say this because I have passed this stage, a decade ago I bought a house. There was a new residential houses on sale and I saw a small house there which I could afford it.
At that time I was in serious relationship with a girl, or maybe I thought it was serious. So the first one said that's ok then I signed the contract and get the house built. It took two years to complete the district, TL:DR I got engaged with different woman and she got married with other man, and right now we both single again.
Life is such a roller coaster and we have no plan to get back together again.
So what does happen to that House?
My Run Down House
I still own that house, with about $8.000 mortgage debt I have to settle. Every month the bank call me and threat me to force sell the house or put it on an auction to get any settlement. So here is a shared experience about owning a house in Asia
The lower your debt because you have paid the most of it, the more aggressive the bank becomes in order to take over and sell it cheaply to close the mortgage
That my house, and many cars like to park on the runway because people already know I do not live there anymore and I rarely come to visit there. Coming here put me to a lot of pressure and giving me a lot of discomfort feeling.
In general, I feel that my family want me to sell the house as soon as possible even if it is needed at the cheapest one because it gives them chance to force me to lend some money to them which they have never planned to return those. So knowing I visit this place will result in some naggings.
The house is completely looks abandoned and run-down. I used to let some homeless people stay at there, by not locking the door at all. The community disliked it and shove them all, and since that, troubles kept coming in.
oh some ass bumped and broke my window. That car is not mine, don't know whose car it is, maybe I should flattened the tires to give them some lesson about trespassing and damaging other people property.
I see birds and bats have planted some trees on my small backyard. I just cleaned that place last year but it's already like that in that short time. I guess I need to bring my machete and sickle again next week.
Ok let's see a glance about the wall.
There are cracks everywhere. I need to fix the wall first, adding a layer of skim wall won't fix damage, it will soon crack again.
The paint is already worn out, so I need to start from scratch. I guess I will call some dudes to do this paint job.
They Need To Go
Actually some animals or maybe half wild life live on my house. The first one is bats.
There are a well toiled trained bats here, they know where to drop their dungs on. It's too bad some ass closed the toilet closed, so their dung can not get in properly.
They need to go later after I renovate this house. Maybe 
The second one is not to go from this house, but I will exterminate them. They are the termite, they keep eating the doors inside.
I guess I have no choice other than replacing these doors with some aluminum doors. And It is not only about making them hungry and force them leave, I might put some chemical treatments and fumigation, to make sure most of them will die.
One thing that makes me sad is that I am expecting to have some flying girl with white dress staying there. But none of them come and stay there. It's not creepy at all
Selling The House
I have been trying to sell this house for some years, but all thanks to Covid-19 which made property market plumped. Nobody was able to afford mortgage. The current market price should be around fifty thousands dollars and people keep asking half price because they keep thinking I am in dire need of money.
Let see what I will do with this house within the next 30 days. I am planning to renovate this house into a sellable condition again, and I know I might have to spend more than $2.000 to fix the damage and to make it look better.
Ok that's all for my rumbling thought, thank you for visiting and see you next time
snoo
