Hello everyone, how are you feeling today This morning Sheraz was getting ready for work and I had a late night. so I overslept.
Amara doesn't let me sleep and on top of that, I have to wake up at 8 am. I make breakfast and pack a tiffin for Sheraz and he eats it at work.
Today I woke up late at 8:40 and when I was about to leave Sheraz got angry because I spilled tea on the kitchen floor while Amara was crying.
He said I wasn't taking care of Amara or him and that I should be more careful because I could get hurt. He was really upset.
Then my whole day was ruined and I wasn't feeling good. I called my mom and told her everything. She said he was thinking about you and that's why he reacted that way.
I was crying and telling mom that why did I get married so early Mom said it was your decision, and I said I didn't want to, I wanted to continue my studies and do something, but now I'm not doing anything. I'm feeling so weak and tired my eyes aren't getting enough sleep, and I'm getting frustrated with myself. I'm even cursing myself, wondering why I got married so early.
Then I made tea for myself at night. First, I got Amara to sleep, then I ate dinner, and after that I made tea. Afterward I stood in the gallery lost in thought wondering what mistake I had made by making a hasty decision.
The cool breeze was blowing, and I was standing there with tears in my eyes, feeling sad and angry. Then Sheraz called and he asked me what I had made for dinner, and I told him.
He then suggested going out for food and I told him I wasn't feeling well. He said What's wrong my love You're upset because of me I said no and he said My silly wife just take care of yourself and Amara that's all I care about.
I was crying so much and he made me feel better. He scolded me a bit saying I shouldn't have married him if I was going to cry over everything. He was laughing and said Is this a big deal that you're crying so much I'll be home soon and I'm sorry I was wrong. Don't be like this.