This right here isn’t just a freestyle it’s a release. It’s what happens when you’ve alot of people around you who don't want to take a shot in this world i make things happen, you don't need to hold on to things for too long it's your choice to decide and let it all out. No pen, no pad just me, the camera, and a beat that felt like it understood me so I had to talk to you all and some of the people I used to trust. I found this instrumental from Drake’s Calling For You, and the moment it played, something shifted. It felt like a mirror dark, reflective, and real. So I spoke to it. Or maybe I spoke through it.
Every bar on this track came from the core. I wasn’t trying to impress. I wasn’t worried about punchlines or trying to sound clever. This wasn’t about being perfect. This was about being honest. Honest with myself. Honest with the ones who needs to hear it and the ones who did me wrong too. Honest with the ones I miss but can’t let back in. Sometimes, life gives you no option but to freestyle your way through the ups and downs, and that’s exactly what I did.
I touched on a lot of facts about human beings that don’t usually show love, loyalty I gave my time for them that wasn't returned, my dreams that kept me up at night, and the peace I started to find once I stopped chasing approval and started chasing alignment. I realized something deep: when you take the high road, when you start walking in truth, there’s a peace that comes with it that can’t be explained. It’s not loud. It’s not flashy. But it’s real. And real feels good after living in a world full of fake love and temporary people.
You know what’s crazy? People hate correction when it’s aimed at them. They’ll criticize your growth, downplay your progress, but the moment you say something that holds a mirror to their flaws they call it hate. They call it attitude. I’ve seen it so many times. All I ever wanted was mutual respect, real connection, and support that didn’t come with conditions. But I learned quick: not everyone’s built for that. And that’s okay. I’m not here to fix everyone.
And then, of course… there’s her.
Funny how life works. The same one who turned her back when I was struggling, when I was trying to get right, now keeps popping up. Calling. Texting. Asking how I’ve been. Acting like she’s proud of me now that the light’s starting to shine on everything I’ve been building. But I see through it. She doesn’t miss me. She misses the idea of me the version that stayed stuck, the one she could deceive with lost not love, the one that hadn’t yet realized his own worth.
Now that I’ve found focus, now that I’m in a better place mentally, emotionally, spiritually now she wants back in. But it’s too late for that. I’ve come too far. I’m not bitter, I’m just better. And I had to speak on that in the freestyle. I had to let her know, and let everyone like her know: I’m not where I used to be, and I’m not going back there for anyone.
This track is my open letter. My unsent voicemail. The version of closure that I never got to give, so I turned it into something powerful. Something that could live beyond me. Because I know I’m not the only one who’s been through this. There are people out there who’ve had to cut ties with folks they once loved just to protect their peace. People who got talked about for choosing themselves. People who got left behind, only to rise quietly, with no applause just progress.
So yeah, this freestyle is personal. It’s emotional. It’s imperfect. But it’s me. Fully. And I’m proud of that. I’m proud that I no longer seek validation from people who only show up when it benefits them. I’m proud that I’m healing with God's help, even if the scars are still visible. I’m proud that I’m not afraid to put my truth into the music, no matter how vulnerable it makes me.
If you’ve ever had to walk alone so you could finally hear your own thoughts…
If you’ve ever chosen growth over comfort…
If you’ve ever had someone come back, not because they love you, but because they love what they think they can take from you…
Then this one’s for you.
"Me Freestylin Calling For You" isn’t just something to play it’s something to feel. Something to remember. Something to remind yourself that every time you speak your truth, you take your power back.
And trust me I’m just getting started.
One love to everyone in this amazing community 🚀❤️