Hello everyone, Hope you're all doing good? For me it's not such a good time. I'm surprised I could find it in me to still make an entry this week as I lost my sister, one of the dearest persons to me on earth on the 19th of September after a long battle with cancer. I can't pretend that i'm okay, but I trust God that I will be... I had another song lined up but after the loss I can't really bring myself to perform a feel good gospel song at the moment. There are songs I remember and just think of her immediately cos I got to know them through her and i've chosen to do one of them as my entry this week.
This is the most difficult entry i've made not just because my voice is all messed from cold and crying but also cos I found it so difficult to keep my mind focused, so please pardon my mistakes... Shout out to the Vibes admin and judges 
Here's my entry video on YouTube:
And here's my promotional video for vibes:
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DOPGee5DOjv/?igsh=MTlpeDUxZTE0b2xiaw==
LYRICS
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?
I'll never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm prayin' you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and
Pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms?
Well, that's all folks... Thank you for visiting and engaging my post. See you next Vibes week