Hello friends of the platform, lately my absence shines here and it is because I have had a very volatile mind. Sometimes I get sad out of the blue and it's not that I don't know the reasons but I still find it inevitable to be like this from time to time. I really have a crazy head, to tell you that I left the stove on for about 20 minutes and I didn't know it. If my mother doesn't notice, we'll explode in this shit 💀. With all this feeling bad, I've lost all my energy to do things, including writing for hive, making my routine very lazy, but it's ok, these things happen....
Avakin is the trigger for me to recover a bit, the people here with their stale jokes and pointless fights manage to make my emotional state prevail a bit more, somehow it keeps me under control (it shouldn't be like that) I shouldn't depend on a game to make my mood stable but it's the only resource I turn to when I'm like this. Luckily I'm always surrounded by super nice people and moments that don't leave me so empty, for example here: They put a room that every now and then they bring to the game, this one is full of flowers (sunflowers) and everything is very bright, here I can take my pets out and hang out with them, it's not like I can do much with these little friends but their synthetic company and the atmosphere make me level everything out a bit feels good.
I'm not the only one in this situation and it's usual to see other avakins alone with their pets lying somewhere in the countryside or also in company with other users, but most of them come to rest their minds, at least that's where I go...
But being alone all the time is not my thing, I'm always surrounded by friends that without having to tell them how I feel they cheer up my life, with jokes or very radical witticisms. We came to this LOFI type house it's very nice.* We ate burgers made by my friend Ruby the bom bom's sister I've already talked about her in some past posts. The burgers were delicious 😋 and the bom bom burger was even better because I secretly put a lot of spice on it HAHAHAHAHA so that it would spill flame up my ass. But it wasn't just the 3 of us, my girlfriend was there too that's right I have another girlfriend haha. My girlfriend is Valentina and her personality is very cool, it matches mine.
The house is so cool that it has a console, here we made jokes of all kinds and we were pretending to play the dinosaur game without internet connection that's what it looks like check it out and you'll see that it does haha. I was telling them that when I was a kid I liked to sit like this in front of the TV squashed almost all day, they told me that they also had a childhood full of console games, this gave me to understand that these girls and I have more in common.
But the one I have the most in common with is bom bom. I talk my ass off with her, what I mean is we talk about everything with a very particular fluctuation it's like we're lifelong friends, she's maybe the most important company I have in the game, I say maybe because I have a lot of interesting and important company, but she's the one I consider the most. She was telling me that her brother is shitty to her because bom bom loves Harry Potter and he knows it. Then he has a girlfriend who loves the saga but he gives her stuff from it and his sister doesn't, hahaha this girl is a serious case, she always tells me some really beastly things. She usually doesn't just talk shit but she also does stupid things ❤️ I love her, she's one of a kind.
Another one of my oldest friends is her mum we are like a family. This is another crazy and very witty one too, she is always looking for things to do and creating very good stories, for example here: she was doing a photo shoot for me, as she invited me to a miss universe contest in avakin. There were many countries to choose from and mine was 🄲🄷🄸🄽🄰, the photos are to be uploaded on Instagram as one of the participants. I chose China because it always wins at everything hahaha or not? And if you don't believe me, just watch the Olympic Games this year to see how many victories it won. But in Avakin the contests and stuff are a bit ugly because the judges are usually very empathetic, this is supposed to be a simulation of real life and you have to act like it. I had the first event where the theme was to go sporty, I chose to be a skater girl and I gave a very cool presentation, to be honest it was the best.
However the empathy of the judges made them all get 9 or 10 points very bad, that shouldn't be the case as I struggled to make my comments on the catwalk, and when I saw that they all scored very well despite the lack of creativity in them, it demoralised me. But hey, I really hope the judges are serious in the next round. One of them was flirting with all the girls who were modelling making them feel uncomfortable and ruining the event, anyway, he's a clown....
Avakin always levels my joy in some way or another, whether it's small talk or an occasion, either way it's a cure for me, maybe not the best method to stabilize me but it works.
Thank you for reading me, Always remember to bathe 😁