Hello wonderful people of Asean Hive!🤗
Time flies so fast, it felt like I just blinked and then 2022 is nearing it's end. Few more sleeps and 2023 is already here. Man! Imagine living on this year two thousand twenty-three. It is so easy to say the number words but when you think of it how many decades, centuries comprising these numbers, yah a lot! Imagine how many people have also made their New Years resolution, some were successful and many as well failed to do so.
It is so easy to write them down but, there is always a but. Like there is always a hurdle in everything we do. I have lived forty-seven years already here on this terrestrial life and have tried doing and fulfilling a lot of New Year's Resolutions since my elementary days but to tell you honestly I have never fulfilled all of them yet. Like seriously doing things to help manifest, to make into fruition all that I aspired to do and to change.
I think my one and only but the biggest resolution that I ever wanted is to stop my Procrastination. This kind of behavior is really what stops me from materializing what I wanted to accomplish specially on my new years resolution list.
[Procrastination is the act of unnecessarily postponing decisions or actions; PROCRASTINATE meaning: to be slow or late about doing something that should be done to delay doing something until a later time.
Source: Britannica.com]
This is my stumbling block, My failure, my Mt. Everest that needs to be fought and needed to overcome so I can accomplish all that I desired to do, to change and to manifest.
Well my resolutions are just very simple and easy and yet I find it hard to do many times. I can do it at first but as time goes by my being a procrastinator kicks in. I keep delaying what I wanted to do. I keep saying, oh I will do it tomorrow and when tomorrow comes, I'll say tomorrow again but really I will not do it. I have gazillion of reasons not doing what I wanted to do.
Firstly, I really wish to sleep early so I can wake up early and do some early morning exercise which is doing some brisk walking in our neighborhood. Then I can clean our backyard early, water the plants early, cook our breakfast early.
See the words "early"... Haha.
I wish to create ripple effects on my goals if I am able to sleep early
I can do and accomplish a lot of things in the early mornings but since I kept on procrastinating myself from not sleeping early so all my goals and plans do not materialize and there is always a delay.
One time my hubby made fun of me... He kept repeating my first name which is Aidelei(ay-di-lee) but instead of saying it correctly he says it ay-di-ley, like the second syllables becomes ai-delay.... Delay because I am always a delay/late in many things well of course not when it comes to business dealings but on daily chores, errands and plans.
I wish to never be a delay in everything. I wish to fulfill what I wanted to accomplish which starts on sleeping early which I am not doing right now... Haha
Procrastinating and procrastination is really what I wanted to overcome so I can be more productive this year 2023. I don't want to be just doing it for the first month but when I am hit with procrastination there is no continuity, no end result on my goals.
I love cramming, doing things the last minute, I don't know why but as we all know there are things that can't be done in a hurry the end result is not that desirable.
I don't know if you can relate to what I am saying, about why I wanted to overcome my being a procrastinator. I am not lazy but I don't know why there are times that I just wanted to put on hold what I wanted to accomplish. Like for example I did lots of cross stitch but I have never finished one. I tried doing crochet for our mom taught us how. I made a bag, a blouse, a hat but haven't finished one as well... I feel like I have a lot of time but I know I need to spend my time wisely for I don't know when will my time ran out. So I will have a lot of unfinished business. My soul will not be at peace if that's the case....😁😁
The photos I have shared are our pets and my plants and my backyard garden. When we don't have work I can't wake up early so they are all affected. Out pets will have their good late, my plants will not be watered in the morning specially when we have work and we will leave early so when feeding out pets I have to cram, to always be like quick silver the horse who ride's like the wind... Haha.
My plans for next year, I have so many. My husband and I are planning to have a farm and have some livestock in it somewhere in Zambales which is our province that is mainly a farm area..so we need to sell our existing mango orchard around 14,000 sq m of land area so we can buy the land that we needed for our goat Farming and fish pond farming.
We need to raise funds for our project. I spoke to a buyer last week but has not contacted me since maybe because it's the holidays.
Hopefully we can do this next year.
Praying God is with us on this endeavor. We have looked on some properties already but hasn't found the perfect place yet. We did an ocular last week. This one is overlooking this beautiful mountain of San Antonio Zambales but our problem is there is no water source so in the summer this would be very dry.
I hope you enjoyed reading my post.
Thank you for dropping by.
Merry Christmas to all of you my Hive friends.♥️
