Hi, I am Arveno and i am from Surabaya city Indonesia. I want to make content about one of the characteristic of my country people at least what i am feel right now and also it is me too. And this characteristic is used and adapted in many anime like Full Metal Alchemist or Seven Deadly Sins and many more. This sin is called Envy. The one of sin that can killing from inside to outside. This sin can dragged down our heart and other people lives too.
I am not sure about how the perspective of other people. But, i see in my country. The Crab Mentality that caused by this Envy are everywhere. Many people still have this trait. They dont like other people succed and once they are see other people reach the achievement, those people will dragged down with using manipulating or badmouthing behind. And it is like usual in my country. Even though i dont like it at all. But, i am not denied that i have this mentality too. it's not uncommon for me to feel that way, sometimes when other people especially the ones that i hate or ever having problem with me getting more and show off in social media (even though i know that it is just fake condition), i am still envy and having grudge on my heart. And yeah this trait is really killing me from inside. I am trying battling this sin from a long time ago. Right now it is much better. Sometimes i cannot controlling this trait and this trait escaping from my watch and yeah i am starting to showing up my crab mentality. But, mostly right now i am trying to holding this crab mentality just inside my head and not showing up to other people. And also after compressed in my head i need to throw away this trait and mentality which is really hard sometimes to throw away this mentality.
So, is this sin can be compressed or naturally gone from life?
I dont think so, sometimes Envy can be good and mostly it is evil. But, how sin can be good for human being??
For me, Envy can be gasoline for my anger and spirit. I can be excited to compete to other people or even better with myself. Like working out. I am excited right now because i am envy with my friend that having better quality of life and health. Also, he having more great body than mine. And yeah the envy is my fuel to working out right now. Second, My financial. This is not too good actually, because sometimes comparing financial planning to other people is useless. Since i dont know if it is real or just illusion that shared on social media. Mostly social media is really fake. Like me that usually faking my content on my social media. It is not what really happening but sometimes i like to lead opinion to others thinking and letting them leading the opinion without me telling the truth story. But, sometimes knowing other people life better can be fuel to cheer yourself up and having great spirit to do consistency and gives daily motivate to ourself to get better and better. Even though in the end, the only person that need to beaten is the man in the mirror, no one else better and as good as the man in the mirror. So, what dou think about envy?
Is this sin is really deadly to humanity or it is still needed for humanity?
I cannot tell the truth since i am in both position. I knew that Envy really killing inside sometimes. But, in other hand yeah Envy can give me encourange to make myself better. Confusing indeed but as long as we can manage and using this envy for good. I think Envy will be okay if exist in the world. But, yeah mostly people cannot beat and utilize this Envy trait. Many people just dragging down the other people to make theirself got bigger and having bigger portion. So, yeah this is my country that full of drama and sins even thought my country famous for Religion Country. But, it is not represent it at all sometimes. So, see you in the next content.
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