It's the first time around 15 years of celebrating father's day with him. Challenge accepted. I considered it like my father who is also in heaven now. Instead of thinking the bad experiences, I ammoving forward watching my nephew happily eating with my Auntie's husband.
I went to church and the message of the priest gave me reason to keep on understanding the cold life and peaceful living. The process is on the way and it could be the best.
I went to the house of my Aunt as usual every Sunday and during vacation. We eat and talk many things out of the blue. We laughed and we cry when we remember the time we were happy together here weekly.
.The two fathers around us, my Uncle and my nephew.*
We had a simple celebration unlike before. But we were still so happy together.
Sometimes, I realized many things. My nephew was with me since infant. He grew in my arms since then most especially when his mom work abroad. He got married, I got too though it was just out of wedlock since I am single but he had ex wife. My nephew broke their marriage too and the kids are here sometimes and sometimes in their mom. At the end if the day, I felt pity to my nephew is is too young who experienced unsuccessful married life. He is also afraid to love again because, he told me that if he got another woman, it could be disastrous. He wants to keep his children first with his full attention. They are so happy as I observed without the mother.
I am here to support them and they are with me too.
That's all for now and I hope I continue to post everyday and I need your support to help me recover those pain.
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