It's a blessing in disquised! During the time I don't know that I was being betrayed and stabbed back for how many months ago, I could've been doing on diet even the doctor reminded me to do so. But when my heartbreaks into broken pieces and when hurts made me and pushed me to recover my strength, it was the time, I started my healthy diet. Yes, when I felt hurt, I couldn't swallow foods and tears were overflowing in my face without knowing it. The numbness of everything in my body was u bearable and it was only my sister I could talk and share the story. That is God, it helped my health problem and big transformation followed. I never hate him nor the girl. I gave them my forgiveness. No need to talk just to forgive. No need to hear them asking forgiveness but my inner self gave pardon and forgiveness to helped eased the pain and recover myself the process of moving on. What I thank God is that,his two boys who are hungered from mothers love since childhood, I filled it and brought them to life until and under my care. Now,their father is not around plus their mother was gone long time ago, but I am humbly giving them to feel that they are from my womb. See! How God great mercy bestowed upon me. God never gives me a child but I have 5 people who treated me like their mother. The two son of my partner, my nephew whose mother work abroad and his two daughters who stayed with us and called me Mommy. What should I ask more from God? Good health for myself, my family and forget the love I used to be. He is still in my heart but I have no reason to stay if he is no longer happy in my arms. God has a plan and let it be.
So here is my new version of myself.
From 78 to 56 kilos now from eating lowcarbs , self-love, and maintenance of my sickness are all blessings.
I am fully healed by the power of God's grace and love to my life. He is giving me chance to understood the meaning of live and forgiveness.
That's all for my #beautifulsunday do
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HIVE ON AND FOLLOW ME!
THE @CRAZYGAL OF NORTH DAVAO, PHILIPPINES