It's been awhile. It took you months to grab your phone with the intention of writing something on your notes. You can't even remember the last time you feel so comfortable with letting those words fly away along with your emotions. You thought, you will never be able to feel that familiar excitement of putting every comma and period with your stories. You thought you'll forgot how to tell, share, or even care.
You stopped telling stories, and you can't remember why, when, and how. It just happened. Now, you can't remember what drives you to write again. Maybe, moments like this happen even though we can't explain why. Maybe, things like this should happen so we can learn something. To realize that we're not always okay, and that's okay. To learn that we don't need a major reason to be okay, sometimes we just do it for the sake of surviving. For the sake of breathing.
Numerous things in this world is unexplainable. Most of the time, we got confused and choose wrong decisions. There may be instances that the damage is way too painful to overcome. Nevertheless, we still manage to survive.
And we will keep surviving.
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I've been away for a really long time but now I am coming back🖤🤍 This is also an entry to #aseanhivechallenge Black & White Photography. I just came home from work (I come home every weekend). I travelled almost 3 hours, it's really tiring but seeing beautiful scenery make it less difficult 😌.