Hello Everyone☺☺☺
Hope all is safe and good😊😊😊
It's been exactly 10 days since my father left us in this cruel world. Those days until now I feel my day is not complete. Honestly while I am writing this article, I can't help myself not to cry. I'm not yet ready to talk about what happened to him. I don't know how to moved on. My father and I has a lot of memories that I can't throw away.
I badly missed him. I remember our daily routine every time I saw every corner of our home. I don't know what to do. I wanted to cry if we talk about him, but I stopping it myself. I don't want my sister and our little boy saw me crying, because I'm sure if I cry, both of them will cry too. I used to cry when Im alone and no one sees me.
To tell you what, sometimes I thought of blaming myself on what happened. If I listened to him the first thing that he asked me to go to the hospital that moment at that time, maybe he is still with us. That is why I can't helped but ti blame myself. But I should not. My father will not be happy if I think like this. The best thing that I should do is to accept what happened and be strong for my sister and little boy.
I am so thankful to God for being here with us and also to the people who adviced us on what to do. Without them I don't know what could happened.
That's all for now everyone. Keep safe always. God Bless and Thank you for your unending support to my blog always☺☺😘
truly yours,
