The power of God is still in the high point of my life. Despite of all the destruction that hinder my way, I will be as what I am yesterday, today and tomorrow.
Even in the night, there is light that shine on me.
I am not dreaming for a good life but accepting the will of God, I am here to accept the challenge even though how hard it is. I am doing what please everyone but I cannot expect their reaction toward me but I will not be getting mad. God is there to left me up in this time of trouble of my life. My innerself is battling a very though emotion for a complicated reason. Only God knows how to heal everything. Let me share this and please don't judge me. I was and I am and will always a crying woman due to my since childhood situation that until now,I am dwelling for. Those hardship and these torment of my life is always happening to me. Nobody know my struggle but myself. I cried a lot but every tears vanished away the pain that brought me to be more stronger. Because God is in my side! Demons are pulling and pushing but they will not succeed. I stand affirm with the guidance of the Lord. God will left me up one day. He will ends my struggle iny life.And I will be grateful if it is my death. I am done doing good to this life but if God will give me another mission, I am here to accept the challenge one again. The more pain, the more struggle here on earth. I believe heaven has a wonderful garden for me to live happily. Thank you Lord God and thank you for everything you did to me. The trials that I meet is a just a matter of test how coward I am or how strong I could be.
Yes, I am confused today, I am in tremendously painful situation that I couldn't almost bear with it but I know I will win this battle!
Do not laugh at me but pray for me my friends. You will be one of those reason that will save me. Thank you so much!
And the sunrise is pepping to give me light all through the day until the sunset.
Pardon me 
I SURVIVED!
