What a beautiful Sunday when I slept good at Saturday night and waking up will my heart filled with joy and love. I was fully accepting everything and realized what is good, what is better and what is the best. As long as I am giving you all the chances of knowing me well. I won't describe myself who am I and what I am for you and where I am standing for. I knew my worth and never stepping ones back just to be what I am today. I became what I deserved to be and please don't judge me. I showed all the version of me without pretending or faking everything. I'm tired of crying, it made me feeling so weak. I got myself a little changes. I knew if I totally changed, it might hurt everyone, if I focus to myself alone. I'm done for a long time but it's me who wanted to stay ,to support as long as I have. Self-love and care what I want from now on.
New restaurant near the Zaki that I always buying fried chicken.
I am not on buying my own food but I did it. I want to be stronger this time. I want to sleep the other night but I was hungry and so with my friend. I decided buying again food for us in a new restaurant. Then I knew, its cheaper in this place.
The restaurant was very busy, they are accepting online order via Hunger Station but I went there to save 10SR. It is just a 5 minutes walk from home. They have barbeque, pizza, shawerma and many kind of foods. The difference between Zaki and Shamyat has no room for female/family dine in. Female lime me can order getting inside but I can't eat inside.
We enjoyed our midnight snack. She had a biggest ahawerma and got fried chicken.
Satisfying night- and in the morning I went to the grocery nearby to buy chicken for their lunch today.
Thats for now and more tomorrow.
