Beautiful Sunday - Life Is What We Make It

Thank you Lord for loving me and made me stronger everyday! So many times, I am thinking why life is so unfair? There are so many vf people living on earth but they enjoyed life. They have a beautiful life though they are doing against the will of God. There are also people that I know who are doing accordingly in the way how God commands us but they are being tested every now and then.

But despite of all the uncertainty, I am still believing that good deeds win later. Instead of focusing the comparison of people, it is better to be in myself. That's the spirit I am holding on day by day.

I welcome the year of 2026 with mixture of emotions I hope that the good vibes happened as we started the first week of the year will flourish and continue the positive outlook.

The story why I was sad!

Long time ago , I had a business and my Aunt we agreed that we have to borrow money from bank last 1996.I started business with the help of our boss. My husband was driver and salesman. We got married too young so took all the responsibility for our family since my husband was younger than me. After having a son, our boss told us to manage one of the branches of their business. I thought it was the way we got good fortune. Yes,it was a successful business but the jealousy of the nearest family of my boss. They removed us after developing that business. I cried, I put effort making that business success.

Then I loaned the land title of my Aunt to help me but I was down. I left everything. That is why I work abroad. I paid that loan 2001 and I thought they pay the 55k pesos amount of the loan. Buy sad to say, the husband of my Aunt didn't pay the loan.bHow many times I came home , we were not talking about it until this year, they told me that the 50k. amount of loan is still unpaid. The children of my Aunt and they want me to pay it. I was down and cry.I have no money to pay the 350k amount of debts in the bank. It multiplied how many folds after almost 30 years. I didn't say no and promise to pay. That is why instead of coming home, I need to work to produce that amount to pay them. It is just an amount of money. Though I already paid it, I will do it again if that would make them happy.

My life is always like this. It repeated many tines. I was thinking that everything will be alright after giving all what I need to give as act of kindness but here I am facing again this trial. I know God will help me get over this problem.

I just share it and open this to my friends here than keeping it inside of me. It made me so bad and now that I open through writing it helps ease my burden.

Problem is problem and have solution. I make it sure that I can have still enough strength to face it all that will not affect my well being because God is good. God have mercy those who truly have faith and trust on Him. I can survive and don't worry my friend.