A lot greetings from family and friends for the Mother's Day. It made me missed and longed for the hugs of my mother and my grandmothers. Nothing to do was to accept the reality that they were all no longer with us and even me who is still alive but I am not living with my son and grandchildren. I am like a living dead since I could've to be with them. Poverty is the main root of this kind of sacrifices living away from each other. I asked myself sometimes, when it done? why I keep all this pain? where do I start my life again into a new journey and how to tackle and escape the reality of being poor and to avoid thinking that life is sometimes so unfair. I am a liar if I couldn't think that life is unfair but I just hold on my faith and keep in trusting the divine timing and mercy of God. Sad to say unfair , I don't like blaming God for all of these troubles in life. I asked His forgiveness every time the challenged of my situation sucked and stucked me.
I greeted the mother of my grandchildren. We had a happy conversation but it made me down when she told me how the almost die from the instant current of flood coming inside to their home after the 2 hours big rain while they were sleeping. Thanks God that there was no extension wire on the floor where the flood went up. The house of her Aunt has second floor made them stay asleep until morning. I was scared and numbness ran out into my veins and lost my strength. I couldn't imagine what if something happened to them. I thank God for everything.
My granddaughters wwre cbecking their tbings at home.
The flood reached inside the house. My grandchildren escaped to their Uncle's house and continued their slept. In the mornong when they woke up, they checked the house and them my so picked them up and we t to our house
They have no bed to sleep and some of their clothes were wet and mudix on it. They need we dresses.*
I said thank you Lord for they are okay today.. The water had gone and we just need new bed and dresses for them. It's not too big problem and we can find a way for this.
For me here, I had been in my walking and keep on doing what is fit to my health. I am seriously doing my wellness and keep motivated everyday with the strength God provides me. I walk, I do my job and keep watering the plants, the birds and keep the house clean and presentable.
What I am doing is to praise God for the breath Be gives me and hoping for the best day to come in my life. Seeing the sunrise creates hope and courage to keep on moving forward and keep walking with faith in my heart.
To the people who inspired me, I am grateful and happy for all your support. It means so much to me 
