Last March 1, 2023, I was sicked and got extra pain unbearable headache, backache and all. I felt cold inside. I went to the doctor and she gave me medecine. She checked my blood pressure and was normal. I took all the medicine for 7 until 14 days but nothing change to my feeling. To ignore the pain, I worked harder. But I was worried why the pain in my head and drying of my throat was different. I didn't like drinking water. I lost my smell and taste of food I cooked. Sugar and salt were tasteless. Maybe that was a covid virus but only mild because I was fully vaccinated. No medicine cure me that time. I was afraid and it became a reflections to me because there were time I want to die but when those painful moment I experienced, it forced me looking forward a medication. I need to live !🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 How's my love once if I die? Who would help them? That's why, I asked God to forgive me and give me strength. But that time I was too busy for Ramadan preparation. I didn't able to see my doctor again. I cried secretly and to be honest I wrote all my password in my green book and wanted to send it to someone whom I trusted. My family have no idea about my blogging and crypto life. If how much negative I was before, I suddenly thinking of a certain good thing but I was already ready to any options if I die.
My family knew that I was sicked but not talking and taking it seriously. My sister told me that my son ask and had a dream about me. He missed me that time. To be honest, I was seeing my dead family while sleeping.
Yes, I am talking with friends but I never told them the reality of my situation. Until today I confess this to you here but not telling my family. They will get mad to me.🤣🤣🤣.
Miracle Happened
Now I remember, I talked 
New Life, Hope And Love!
Praise God for everything, Once again, I SURVIVED! The heartache of missing my family when I was sicked added injury. It was too hard to be sick alone.
