My heart is so heavy and I am full of mixed emotions. I am trying so hard to shake it off, all the negative emotions within me. I really don't like myself feeling like this since this morning. I can't help but cry in despration. I feel so down and low. I haven't seen this coming. And as of this posting, I am again crying. I don't know. I will wait for everyone here to fall asleep so that I can have my own free "me-time". I am not depressed and I will not allow it to happen. I know what to do and that is to talk to our heavenly Father. I will pour out to Him. Hala ang hirap pala ng ganito. Promise. And I do not want to stay like this for so long. Its so obvious when I cry because of my eyes. And even if I eat a lot, I still lose weight and become thin. I've been there and it feels like a 2nd wave iys moee paimful and excruciating huhuh.💔😭 I didn't see this coming. I have to heal and I will take time to heal myself from this negative feeling.
I will be alright promise. I may be offline for a while cguro. I will make time to drop by. See you around. God bless us🙏