Awakened, Blessed and Thankful

Good evening, hive and Hive account@asean.hive community 😃. Earlier, I was not feeling well; my head is aching, and I'm also planning to go to sleep early. Even though I slept a lot, they say that when a person sleeps a lot, it has many problems that cannot be explained. I never talked to anyone; I don't have siblings, and I don't want my friends to know how lonely I am. I just want my life to be private. Few things written in this community can make me feel better. Just like the wonderful woman I talked to earlier. I was badly needed; I used to sell my tokens to her. Then she praised me and told me I was hardworking; I had teary eyes. Because it was not me now that she was talking about. Notice my posts; I skipped one, two, three, and even more.

It was not me... I know myself I never gave up on things easily but I don't know I wasn't focusing these past few days.

I'm thankful to my son for pursuing me to help me with my major problem at the end of every month. I bought him a mobile phone through installment. This was on February 29, and congratulate me because I did it all by myself, using the fruit of my hard work online. The Hive community was a big help for me. In our house, only my son has no smartphone. He also looks stupid in school because gadgets are also a big part of studying. I told my husband that our son needs a phone, but I don't know if he heard me or if he was pretending to be deaf. So what I did was use all my resources for my son. I didn't want him to look stupid in class. I was also given a great opportunity to my other online application. So the first payment was easy; I just didn't sleep to be qualified LoL 😅.

And take a looked at that only two slots more and I'm actually done. Me and my kids also struggles having am internet connection. Yes living in the Water World will make you terrify. WiFi connection cannot reach our place so we only load our smartphones to have DATA connection. I provide three smartphones. My husband don't care at all 😞 I just closed my eyes and tried to understand every single detail of his reasons. I'm mother I need to be strong for our family.

The parcel arrive and my son was a happy millionaire. His already 14 years old but for me his smile is stll innocent and I know he deserves it.

We are not rich we are not poor, we are all learners in the test called life. Everyday maybe hard but I know someday things will get better. I was awakened with all the encouragement I got from those people who believe me. I need to believe in myself because I have so much to be proud off.

Just like my son said "Ma, Just Wait and Trust The Purpose"
I just want to flex my son, see previous post
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Thank you so much Hive account@asean.hive family and hive