You remember how God told you to start that business, He told you to leave that friendship and start spending more time with him. You promised God that you will do all this but you didn't.
This a reminder that sometimes God will not give you next instructions because you did not complete the last one he told you to do. You had a plan, you have to go by it and don't try to skip the steps to get to the next place.
Start doing what he told you to do and be consistent, because the Bible says if you are faithful over a few things God can make you ruler of men.
I know you want that money, that relationship and marriage, but you are not acting on the other obedience of what God told you to do before so He can prepare you for the next level.
God is waiting for you, but remember you are going to move by faith. What is faith if you don't proof that you believe. This means that if you don't know how God is going to come through for you, keep moving in obedience because he gave you the instructions and you have to trust him.