The package I have been waiting for so long has finally arrived! When I meditate, I need supporters that I can touch in a tangible way to get the energy and support I need. While I used to get support from natural stones, I have acquired new energy sources for myself thanks to the new friends I have met and whose energy I trust very much. As soon as it arrived, I can say that it enchanted me with its energy, it smells incredibly nice and it was packaged quite authentically.
I would love to show you the contents but I am a bit superstitious about these things. I don't like to show this kind of personal stuff, I think it loses its energy when someone else sees it, just like anything else special!
For example, like getting a new job offer, buying a house or a car, telling someone about it when it hasn't happened yet puts a lock on it and blocks the energy. This includes a new relationship you are about to start. When you tell people about your happiness, after a while you realize that your relationship suddenly starts to argue for no reason. This is because of the negative thoughts or judgments that the person we are telling has about us! That's why I believe that some things should remain a secret. One should know where to keep quiet. Yes, sometimes we feel the need to share and I feel the need to do that from time to time. At such times, I go out on the terrace, look up at the sky and tell the sky what I want to say. At night, there is such a space opposite the terrace, it illuminates as if someone shines a light on it. I like to watch it there.
My roses, which I like to have with me, are always here with me. I love roses both visually and energetically, their scent is like the smell of heaven to me.
I love the moments when I am alone with myself. Life has been very stressful lately and I need to be alone and relax. Even a long retreat is the only thing I need!