I haven't thought about working far away from my family because for several years, I work at home and I always see my family anywhere at home and whenever I see them, my stress and my problems will wash away because they are my happiness and my strength.
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Last night, there are lots of thoughts that are going into my mind. About being alone in this place and doing all the things by myself. It's hard but I need to work for my family and our future.
I've always thought that working far away is easy because we can communicate using social media to talk to my family but there is really a big difference between cuddling and talking with them personally and only talking them in a video call.
Even though, I missed my family but I need to be strong for them because it's one of the reason that I am working here in this company and I also told my wife that I need to work in a different kind of field than sticking to the work that I had before because I want to learn something that I didn't learn from my work.
I've learned so much in the last few weeks since I started working here in this company and I will continue to learn from other things in this company.
Getting this kind of opportunity that I've learned so much in this environment gives me another knowledge for myself and working for this company has also benefit like socializing with my colleagues and enhancing my social skills as I lack social skills.
But I give up some of my family time in exchange for this work opportunity that's a little far from my family and my home. Family is what we treasure the most and the one we invest our time with.
There are times that I'm longing to see them so that I can play with them, talk to them, and go out together with them but I need to be stronger because this my nature of work now and giving them a few time in a week makes me happy and contented. Maybe in a couple of years, I will be back on working from home but not now because I need to learn to these kind of environment.
