Nobody knows what they have until it is lost, a phrase that I understood until my sister left for another country, routine often prevents us from evaluating, we think that everything is forever that when changes arrive they hit us abruptly since they are in a blink of an eye 🥺
Today I feel outside the planet, I feel infinitely nostalgic, I have been living in such a strange way for a year, it is neither sad nor happy, it is a process of adaptation that I still feel hurts in my soul, I feel that if the decisions and The advice would have been different, everything today would be as always, everything would feel good🥺
but life's plans are thus ephemeral, I am trusting that at some point that nostalgia will go away, that I will learn to live without missing so much, fortunately my sister one day I will be able to see her again but my grandfather who is no longer physically here is difficult to assimilate, even more so when these two people were the joy of my home at this time, they both loved Christmas even more than my grandfather's birthday in December🤍
A few days ago, a nice reflection to value made me feel sad, because when I was little I always wanted to grow up, but as I grow up, many of those people who made my home a home are no longer well off because they are making their lives or are no longer on this plane because This is the moment to value the presence of those who are with us today 🤍
ps: I see my sister now on a video call, I long for her to be with me and even more so at this time