Hola feliz noche, este es un tema que quería tocar hace bastante tiempo, soy mamá de 2 niños maravillosos, que me regalan día a día una razón para vivir, para luchar, para dar gracias por existir y sobre todo para amar, me enseñaron el significado del amor, de estar dispuestos a darlo todo por ellos, a ponerlos en primer lugar, los amo con todo mi ser y no se que sería de mi sino los tuviera.
Dicho esto comienzo con el tema de hoy, muchos nos hemos enamorado, pero también nos hemos desilusionado, sufrido por amor y por desamor cosa que hiere, que duele, en está oportunidad vengo hablarte de la desilusion que considero yo es la más dolorosa y es la de un padre o madre hacia su hijo, en nuestros primeros años de vida la figura q más nos causa amor e ilusión son nuestras madres.
Extrañamente con el pasar del tiempo he notado que mi madre no siente ese amor intenso y es algo que me ha tenido con el corazón en mil pedazos, ahora bien búscate un café que quiero que entiendas lo que me pasa y así puedas regalarme un buen consejo.
Actualmente vivo con ella, bajo sus reglas tengo 33 años y la respeto, la valoro y colaboro cubriendo los gastos de la casa.
Si salgo deja de hablarme como 2 días, tomando en cuenta que salgo con mis hijos, intenté una relación con alguien y ella se pasaba molesta conmigo tuve que terminar por mi paz, no le gusta que comparta con mis amigas porque según no se escoger, la escuché hablando que si yo hacía lo contrario a lo q quería, hablaría con el papá de los niños para que no les envié más nada y yo deba resolver sola y yo dije bueno esto es normal aguanta no pasa nada es su casa.
Pero hoy la veo cansada y agotada y le digo te pasa algo, me contesta me siento mal me duelen los ojos a lo que yo digo, deja lo que estás haciendo ve y acuéstate que yo termino, en ese momento alterada me grito y me dijo no te soporto me tienes cansada, déjame tranquila que yo termino lo que hago, en ese momento sentí como se me desgarro el alma.
Hoy me preguntó somos capaces de aguantar y superar ese desamor que la personas que consideras siempre sera incondicional a tu lado, sea quien te hiere? Que tan fuertes somos? O que tan exagerada estoy siendo?
Finalmente porque digo que es desamor, porque si tú lo das todo, te preocupas por alguien, por su salud, por su bienestar, porque se sienta bien y ese amor y dedicación no es recíproco es porque no hay amor.
English versión
Hello happy evening, this is a topic that I wanted to touch for quite some time, I am a mom of 2 wonderful children, who give me every day a reason to live, to fight, to give thanks for existing and above all to love, they taught me the meaning of love, to be willing to give everything for them, to put them in first place, I love them with all my being and I do not know what would become of me if I didn't have them.
Having said that I start with today's topic, many of us have fallen in love, but we have also been disappointed, suffered from love and heartbreak, something that hurts, that hurts, in this opportunity I come to talk about the disappointment that I consider the most painful and is that of a father or mother to their child, in our early years of life the figure that causes us more love and illusion are our mothers.
Strangely with the passing of time I have noticed that my mother does not feel that intense love and it is something that has had me with my heart in a thousand pieces, now look for a coffee I want you to understand what happens to me and so you can give me a good advice.
At the moment I live with her, under her rules, I am 33 years old and I respect her, I value her and I collaborate covering the expenses of the house.
If I go out she stops talking to me for about 2 days, taking into account that I go out with my children, I tried a relationship with someone and she was annoyed with me and I had to end it for my peace, she does not like that I share with my friends because according to her I do not choose, I heard her talking that if I did the opposite of what she wanted, she would talk to the father of the children so that I would not send them anything more and I should solve alone and I said well this is normal, hold on, nothing happens, it's her house.
But today I see her tired and exhausted and I tell her something is wrong, she answers me I feel bad my eyes hurt, to which I say, stop what you are doing, go to bed and I'll finish, at that moment she shouted at me and said I can't stand you, I'm tired, leave me alone, I'll finish what I'm doing, at that moment I felt like my soul was torn apart.
Today I asked myself, are we capable of enduring and overcoming that lack of love that the person who you consider will always be unconditionally by your side, is the one who hurts you? How strong are we? Or how exaggerated am I being?
Finally why I say that it is unlove, because if you give everything, you care about someone, for their health, for their welfare, because they feel good and that love and dedication is not reciprocated is because there is no love.
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