Another stressful week at my day time job has elapsed, currently my company is undergoing a red alert situation as of Janurary and it has been an extremely stressful period where I have been working non stop and being on call every weekend since the start of the year. Currently I have been sleeping 4/5 hours a day everyday in order to fit in work (and overtime) plus training and my 2nd job; feels like I have nothing to live for except training hard since that is the only time I have some headspace at all. This is despite the possibility of losing my day time job and things snowballing as a result...
Even with Eunice hitting the UK hard earlier on the day and train delays hampered my journey from central london to Harrowall, I still gave my session 100% and for some reason it felt more liberating than normal seeing the improvements that my current training regimen has helped me achieved.
Since the start of the year, it has been challenging to work as hard as I can providing for my mother, father and sister and at the same time trying to make my ambition of being a pro climber come true...
Maybe I can talk about this in another post about my mental health recently