As I grew older each years my cravings have gotten anew, they are not just food anymore but are things that I didn't have back then; more like satisfying my in inner child who had little to nothing and it's very satisfying.
As the new school year was coming, I thought buying notebooks in my place was more expensive than buying online where I can make use of discounts and installment way of paying.
I checked my kids things and thought of needing 10 writing notes and 10 composition notes as well as 10 pads of paper for grade 1 pupils and bought them online.
It took two weeks to arrive but it was worth the wait, even though my kids already had their things ready, I did not dare cancel my order because I know that someday, I will be needing it for them; there's always next year.
When the online platform notified me of the possible delivery, I got very excited; it was nostalgic even because I felt like I am going back to school again. I never had much notebooks and papers before when I was schooling. Perhaps it was different back then, my priority and excitement was about going to school and it doesn't matter of I only have 5 notebooks with me on the first day because I can always buy more if rhe need has come.
Also, I was already good at recycling and upcycling old notebooks thsi I don't see the need of buying more. I usually help the teachers in fixing things at the final days of the sxhool year and whenever they had to throw away the notebooks, I will ask it from them and recycle amd I always have fun in doing so
But I am far from that point now and had to provide for my kids thatbis why the cravings of satisfaction has surfaced. I am very glad I was able to provide for my kids and I hope that I will always be strong enough to provide, may God bless me and my husband for our hardwork.