***a few days ago I felt depressed looking at pictures of when I was in elementary school, I was a very mistreated child with no confidence in myself.
I remember having my hair in curlers and at an elementary school event I went to sing songs for mother's day, all the children dedicated songs to their mothers on a stage.
It turns out that when I was going to dedicate my song to my mom, I was removed from the stage, the song was MUTTER from one of my favorite rock bands rammsteins, I remember my dad picking me up in his arms after the people had taken me off the stage, my dad said these words to me, daughter remember you are better than everyone because you have your personality, and because you are not like the others that's why they hate you, you are beautiful and those who say you are an ugly girl, they are the ugly ones because their heart is disgusting and that's why they are disgusting people.
guys don't let others mistreat you because of your personality, a phrase i could read by the late lead singer of nirvana. kurt cobains, it doesn't matter that they make fun of me, i laugh at them because they are all the same.
i love you guys and thanks for the support.***