Nay Lydia
Hello beautiful souls!
It's been a while since my last post. Aside from being busy on Tangled social platform, my mother in law passed away last February 27. Here's the story.
4 o' clock in the afternoon Nay Lydia was rushed to the hospital. They are living at the far end of the farm from our road here. I still don't know what happened. My partner didn't tell me that he was going straight to the hospital. Two relatives came here to say to bring clothes for nanay. The other one took her to the hospital and said she vomitted a lot of blood in her house. Then my partner's cousin chatted, there's a crying emoji. That's when I cried. Then we said why did it happen so fast that she died immediately.
Nanay died of Cardio Pulmonary Arrest. She used to complain about her throat being blocked. She says if that can be removed she will feel better. Her previous job was Ofw. When she went home for good, her cough did not go away because she probably had a wound in her throat. She went to the doctor for a check up but nothing was found. But maybe she feels something she's just not telling us so we don't worry. Her house is far away and the road is still under construction. Then traffic on the way to the hospital. So when they got to the hospital she had no pulse. Maybe that's all she's up to. She told us that she won't make us suffer, but her loss hurts. She had a previous illness and had surgery on her uterus. I always talked to her while she was still inside her bed and sleeping soundly. On the last wake her face is clear and smiling. Many people sympathized because she was kind and helped many people. She's my mom's close friend so nanay and tatay came here. Her birthday is this coming March 27.
I cried a lot because I thought about the fact that we haven't had a thorough conversation yet. We had a misunderstanding before but I already apologized to her. I cry because I have regrets that I wish I had done before when she was still alive. That I wish I had hugged her more before. As I am writing this I am crying. This is where I release the pain I feel.ðŸ˜
Her sudden loss hurts us because we all haven't been able to talk to her, especially my hubby so he is very sad. That's why I support him so much, hug him and always beside him. I want to make him feel better by making him laugh. "I said mother will understand us." I told him to cry to make him feel better. There is a reason why this happens. Even though it hurts, life must go on.
So while our loved one is still alive, let's apologize if there are any misunderstandings. Let's embrace them and say we love them.
We are all headed for death. But are we ready for this?
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That's all for todays blog. Thank you for reading.
Happy Thursday Hivers!
March 7, 2024
04:00 PM PST
