Feeling an emotional grief
For not being capable of keep going in life
like the rest of my friends
I have so much grief I can’t even explain
I didn’t suffer properly my constant disappointment
I’m surrounded by fear and emptiness
And I have so much anger inside me
I can’t even verbalize
I hate noise, I hate this infinite sadness
I hate my walls,
I hate, but I love life
I want to keep living
Noise is too loud
Mind is too dark
Body? Too tired
Soul? Empty
I’m trying my best, I promise.
Picturen taken in December, 2023 with a Redmi. Shoot by Santiago, my boyfriend