Grinding, grinding, and more grinding. When will it stop? How long will I grind hard? Why do I even grind this much?
These are just a few questions that I would usually ask myself whenever I just wanted to chill out and do nothing but fun. However, whenever I think about me time, a real me time, where I don't have to think about earning money, I feel like I miss a whole bunch of opportunities already.
This is why no matter how much I wanted to just relax and enjoy a movie marathon, I'd still end up grinding one or more while doing the other. You might not believe me when I tell you that when I do something else like writing an article or watching a movie, I'm also playing Axie at the same time while also chatting on either Telegram or Discord. Now you know why I prefer watching English movies or TV series because other languages prevent me from doing several things in one setup.
I don't know why I grind so much. Is it because of money? Maybe. Or perhaps because I am inspired to do the same as what my Club1BCH fam are doing. They grind like there's no tomorrow. Remember the recent hype on airdrops? We were like chasing millions back then. Well, we were, indeed, chasing millions or even trillions of tokens at that time. Too bad, I only had almost 2M from Kitten while my friends have trillions and even gazillions. Lol.
I guess I just like grinding more because of them. They inspire me to work hard and give my all every single day. Although there are times that I could not publish anything, I still make sure to grind more on other things like making noise at least every 3 hours, playing Axie Infinity while trying my best to win in the arena, checking the market for the best buy or sell, and just recently, finishing our website.
How long will I have to grind? That I don't know. I think I will keep grinding just to make me feel productive every day. But, if one day, BCH will reach the same level as ETH or who knows, BTC, then I will just grind for fun and not for the money. But for now, I'll just focus on grinding to improve my portfolio.
Nonetheless, if I could just tell myself one thing, that's to chill a bit and stop grinding for once. To just think about myself and nothing else. To relax without getting distracted by other things. To enjoy the moment without thinking about earning money or the possibility of missing out on some opportunities. For once, self, have a real me time!
Closing thoughts
I wish, one day, I could do something else and not just doing the same routine over and over again.
I'm not stressed by the way. I've been just having a hard time getting proper sleep recently. I already forgot what nap is.
Oh, well, at least my grinding also inspires others to do their best too.