Oh I am so grateful for having this strong spirit. I will write a book about this experience. Hopefully it will make it to be published as there are so many memoirs written out there. I feel like I dodged a bullet from Chucky and I look back and think: wow, it feels like a Hollywood movie, I am going through hoops in this journey. Physical pain is though, illness ( a diagnosis on paper) can be tough. There is hope for healing both of those but stupidity ...boy is that incurable lol. I pray to always keep this badass spirit ready to go and change countries, resign from shitty tattoo apprentice jobs to sleeping in a beauty salon to dumping a toxic doctor. Real life always beats a movie. If someone who hasn't read my posts would see all of the happenings on a screen they would call bullshit. But I am vlogging about this because in this fake world someone has to get real. Perhaps I won't get viral but at least once in a while another human in need will discover me. And a light will switch in their mind: I can be a badass too.

I am in great mood because I know I am in good hands. There is comfort in that. I knew Chucky was out to get me. I feel that a lot of people got put off and maybe envious for my good spirit. Heck...some are in great health and their mood sucks, imagine how depressing it can be to see a cancer patient in better mood than a healthy person! No wonder that I've made people raise their brows.

I am open to what the universe is ready to give to me. I am ready to live 100 years. I am ready to go to super heaven. I have lived a life where I constantly took risks so I have no regrets and the balls of a fierce bull lol. Full force ahead!