I am surprised on how long I had been sleeping now, not much intermittent sleeping because I just woke up maybe once this evening and I woke up this early dawn.
I guess that it is because of my well-being getting improved by my low caffeine intake as I am just drinking decaffeinated coffee rather than a thinned-out regular instant coffee.
I could not really take out coffee in my life, I had been drinking it as far back as before I got weaned from drinking milk from my feeding bottle. I can remember it because I got weaned in drinking from a feeding bottle when I was four years old.
It is because my mother gives me coffee instead of milk from my feeding bottle until one day she told me that my feeding bottle cannot be used anymore, it is quite nostalgic in remembering fine memories from when we are just developing our thoughts and memories.
How far back you can remember things from your childhood?
That is how far back I can remember that event in my life. I can also remember my mother singing "Tiny Bubbles Song" at that point I think I can talk already because I would refrain "Poop of Pig" because it rhymes in our local language and I would laugh sitting on that old wooden stairs of our old house which was actually my grandfather's house.
I can also remember standing on the crib and hungry and I was feeling my tongue as I move it around my mouth. So being on the crib I think was the point that was the farthest that I could remember.
There are moments that I could not tell anymore, they are just like a dream, a snapshot of my early childhood life where once in my life I was feeling normal and happy just what I was trying to achieve now, to feel normal again and I guess that it will just take a miracle but still I am not losing hope.