It is my dialysis for tomorrow God-willing. Again I pray that my session would not get botched because of a crashing blood pressure even though I knew now that the eating factor while hooked-up was the cause of my bp to crash down.
But I guess like my previous session my BP will be stable because for one thing I am taking Caffeine and energy drinks that is enough to make my blood pressure to stay up until the end of session.
I am still writing a letter of waiver telling that my nurses are not responsible for the complications that will happen to me because I was the one telling them how much fluids that they have to take out from my body.
It worked for me which is why now I am not getting breathless before my next session. My only complaint now was my body's weakness, it is heavy and I feel really tired. I think it is a chronic fatigue syndrome.
Probably coming from my lack of exercise as I am pinned in this bed of mine plus walking seems to be so impossible because of my aching feet joints, the big factor about my immobility.
But I am like this for many years now, it could just be systemic or from the medicines that I take and my lack of nutritional support or all of that factor.
I am just glad that at least I can blog online and make myself a bit productive in that regard. I am just tired of life, there isn't any excitement anymore, even movies doesn't interest me that much too. But I am choosing to press-on with life and see for myself what God will give me in the future. May God help me.