There is a saying or what you can call it that "Birds of the same feather flocks together", I first heard it from my high school teacher which meant that you are what you belong to or like show me what your friends are and I will tell you who you are.
For that reason I can say that I am one of those people or persons who are off, neither would not fit to any group or society. I am not intelligent nor I am that dumb of a person. I am not a hardworking person because I could not see myself getting employed, that is if I were not like this and a healthy person because surely and i predict that I will just get bored.
I easily get bored of anything now, with food, with music, with watching movies even, or creating digital art even though I would try I will never be good at it or to any trades or learning new skills I will not even attempt to learn with.
We Can Find Someplace Where We can Say That We Belong In It
I've been a member and still a member of my church but still into there I cannot fit myself entirely. There are groups in my church and even though in those groups I had not chosen to be a member as well. Not that I do not really want to but it is just I do not feel that I belong. It is just God that called me to the church for some mission that I still do not know what it is.
It seems that I do not feel that I belong in this world. Maybe because of my physical appearance and medical condition or my personality of being an inherently shy person or because of my anxiety disorder which is why even before I was just choosing to be alone and longing for something that I cannot fathom into what it is but I never had found.
So I never gained any real friend offline but online God did gave me a lot and I thank God about this technology that we are using now we can communicate effectively and I must say more efficiently than meeting in person.
Even though I ca never be a part of your lives we can still get together electronically and I guess that is important especially now that we can make use of the blockchain technology to influence and make a difference to each others lives and that is truly a magical experience for me.