,/center>My heart is not enlarged, that is one of the best news yet even though my chest x-ray says so many undesirable findings, the news about my heart is like looking like an apple in a silver plate.
It is quite surprising considering that I had been a dialysis patient for about 19 years already and yet my heart is still normal in size while other dialysis patient's heart is the cause of their mortality, which is in a way good so that they would not suffer like me having to contend with my health issues now with pain and more expenses as a burden physically and financially.
My heart maybe is a major factor for my relative longevity. That is why I do not feel that I am not going to die yet because of my heart's pristine condition. It doesn't give me palpitations, irregular heart beats, nor chest pains whatsoever, nothing.
In fact my blood pressure remains normal and if it goes high it is still in the acceptable range due to a fluid overload in my body which is just corrected back with dialysis.
I guess that there are no blockages yet in my coronary arteries otherwise I will just feel it with arrhythmia but I am not getting that symptom. So unless I would get more debilitating disease like cancer and such I will just continue to chug along like an old Volkswagen car, it is quite a bad thing for me because I also desire to die already just to get that eternal rest until my body's resurrection when Christ comes.