Hi guys, I'm Jessica Keth. I am from Caloocan. Caloocan is a city in the Philippines. I am a bachelor's student. Currently, I am a student who also does a little bit of modelling. From my childhood, I wanted to be a professional model. Even a few years back I almost lost all my hope and gave up on my dream. But something happened and started to live for my dream again. I enjoy modelling so much that I can not think of anything else besides that. It's like I am still living just to become a beautiful, successful model.
From my childhood, I used to watch tv and follow many actresses and idols. I wanted to become like them. In my very childhood, I didn't understand the differences between models, actresses, and idols. I used to think all of them are the same. Funny, isn't it? Well, my thinking was like that when I was about 5 or 6 years old. So at that age, I think it's normal to think like that maybe. I used to watch pretty girls on tv and told my dad I want to be like them, I will also appear on tv one day. Thinking about those things now makes me laugh. Also, I am kind of embarrassed now that I'm sharing this silly thing with you guys.
My dad was my biggest inspiration for me to be a model. When I was young my dad always told me that I am his little princess, So I always felt pretty. When I grew up and learn about the differences between models, actresses, and idols I set a goal that I want to become a model. My dad was supporting me in that. He was my inspiration from my very childhood. His words always made me believe I can do whatever I want.
But at a point, I lost all my hope. In high school, I lost my father. My one and only inspiration left the world. I could feel that my whole world shattered into million pieces. I realized no matter how much I cry, or what I do nothing will bring my father back. Whenever I thought about those things my heart would break into million pieces. I had a deep wound inside my heart. I didn't know what to do, where to go. My mom was also heartbroken and so was my sister. Still, they tried to inspire me. They told me not to give up on my dream. So I tried to gather the courage to be a model again.
After high school, I met a boy. His name is Sam. I don't know what happened but after sending much time with me I found myself falling in love with him. He was also so in love with me. I told him all about me. I told him about my dad about my dream and everything. He said as if I were my father's princess and my boyfriend's queen. And that is why I should not give up on my dream and rethink my dream. His words motivated me a lot.
(This is my boyfriend Sam)
We are still together and I am still trying to be a model. I hope one day will achieve my dream and my father will be so proud of me. As a person, I am not an extrovert and also not an introvert. I am more of an ambivert. I want to be confident sometimes I do things correctly and nail everything. Again sometimes I just am a clumsy human who destroys everything. I don't have too many friends but also I have a decent amount of friends. And I'm really happy with my life.
I am trying my best to be a model and I hope I will succeed one day. I love to visit new places, try new foods, and meet new people. From that, I learn so much about people. I learn how others think about a certain thing. I love exploring. From this side, I think I am an extrovert. At the same time, there were times when I lose my confidence and start to doubt myself if I am even good enough. That time my family members and Sam encouraged me a lot. I am blessed to have them.
That's all about my life story and me. Thanks for reading my post. I want to share more things about myself and my daily life. keep me in your prayer.